The 65 or 76 photos taken at the Kunming convention 13 years ago were how the character Ciel from Black Butler first lingered on film. Back then, I was still a student, putting a lot of thought into finding local tailors to custom-make outfit after outfit. Later, after moving multiple times, old computer hard drives breaking, and losing USB drives, many of those old photos can no longer be found. I only remember the feeling of standing in that tailor shop piled with fabrics to get measured.
Years later, looking back at the original manga and stage play, the Robin outfit is still my absolute favorite. Those complex ruffles, waist-cinching laces, and over-the-elbow black gloves in the stage play—that delicate combination of gorgeousness and boyish charm—are hard to let go of. Since getting my own sewing machine, my assignment wish has been to make myself a perfect Robin long dress, turning the illustration from the manga featuring the feathered top hat into reality. But reality can be harsh; I could never find a local studio with an authentic European classical style. With no suitable place to shoot, this plan kept getting delayed over and over.
Last year, I really didn't want to wait anymore, so I put together a Robin mini skirt that I was quite satisfied with. Since there was no real-world studio, I created the scenery myself. I pulled up white lace curtains on my balcony, brought out a small round stool to serve as a base, and asked my roommate to press the shutter. The hallmark of this outfit lies in its high contrast: the pink multi-layered skirt, the black chest lacing and long gloves, paired with the deep-sea blue ponytail and a giant rose headpiece. The shooting process was quick; the main difficulty lay in the post-processing. Because the indoor lighting was complex, the raw photos looked very flat. I tried adjusting them myself but felt they lacked texture, even doubting at one point whether this set could produce any good results.
Fortunately, I eventually found a retoucher skilled in painterly style and texture correction, who helped bring the atmospheric feel of the photos back to how it looked in my memory. Looking at the finished images, it felt as if I had truly returned to that London manor. Although it falls a bit short of the perfect grand dress in my heart, this simple indoor version counts as a step forward. Over time, as I grow older, characters with this gorgeous, boyish aura genuinely become harder and harder to pull off, so I deeply cherish every opportunity to release a Black Butler cosplay photoshoot. From finding a tailor to owning a sewing machine, to trying post-processing myself—everything has changed along the way, but my love for the character Ciel from Black Butler has never changed. I hope that in the future, I will have the chance to go to a real vintage European-style studio to fulfill my dream with a complete stage play reproduction photoshoot.