Taking a small break from my field work. Only now have I finally sat down, staring blankly at the roadside on the convenience store steps. Having finished this set of night photography, I haven't even had the time to take off my wig and horns yet; I am completely exhausted both physically and mentally. The drink in my hand has long lost its chill, but my lips are incredibly dry—even if it's lukewarm, it's a lifesaver.
Going out today was unexpectedly tiring. I originally wanted to use this Sakiko Toyokawa cosplay styling from Ave Mujica to scout locations for the Arknights 7th anniversary, but the photographer's schedule kept changing over and over. In the end, it turned into me running back and forth on the streets alone wearing the heavy, full gear. The jacket looks structured, but walking in it is actually quite restricting; the wig and horns need their angles carefully controlled to keep them from collapsing and blocking my vision. During the actual shoot, I had to rely on my core strength to stabilize my posture.
A lot of the photos in this set are straight out of my phone because I really don't have the energy to edit them. Once I get home tonight, I just want to collapse straight onto the bed and pass out. In the past, I would complain that the image quality of mobile phone editing wasn't refined enough and insist on tedious post-processing, but now I feel that as long as you can capture a photo with a soul and the right mood, even editing it on a phone is more than enough. After all, when it comes to taking photos, the atmosphere and character matching are what matter most; stressing too much over details will truly drain you dry.
Speaking of the wig, I'll mention as an aside that for the long blue wig used this time, I had to readjust the inner net to better fit the position of the black sheep horns—that single step took nearly two hours of struggle. Although my vision was partially blocked after putting it on, looking at myself through the viewfinder indeed put me instantly into the character's zone. This state usually requires a certain level of professional experience, like how to maintain a sharp gaze under sweltering heat and fatigue. With the cool white light outside the convenience store hitting my face, I intentionally let my eyes adapt to the bright light to capture that slightly lazy yet unhidden moment of exhaustion.
I've always felt that the combination of the black coat and black ankle boots carries a dark and rebellious vibe. Together with the ice-blue wig and massive black sheep horns, the contrast is highly pronounced under the convenience store's cool light. Since my energy for post-processing was limited, I intentionally preserved the cool blue tones of the original raw photos without deliberately boosting the contrast or heavily suppressing the highlights, which instead makes the neon glow of the convenience store sign feel much more grounded in daily life.
I am indeed utterly exhausted, but the process of putting the props back into the case one by one at the end of each daily field work run still brings a tiny sense of fulfillment. Some moments, if not recorded, might eventually be forgotten over time. This tired yet free state tonight is the most authentic slice of casual cosplay life that I wanted to share.
This post was also typed directly on my phone; there doesn't seem to be any need for a fancy setup since the word 'tired' is practically written all over my face. Aside from the daily field work, there are other events to attend, but right now I am too exhausted to think about anything. At this moment, I just want to sit a little longer, take the last sip of my drink, and bring a close to today's field work rest. Being tired is just being tired, and there's no need to force myself to hold on—only after getting proper rest can I continue running to the next field work session.