Today, I finally finished editing this set of Your Lie in April photos. Looking at the branches overflowing with pink cherry blossoms in the frame, that sensation of being enveloped by an incomparable spring scenery washed over me once more.
We put genuine thought and care into preparing for this shoot. Wearing the light grey blazer, classic red-white-and-black striped necktie, pale blue button-up shirt, pleated plaid skirt, and carrying the bright pink violin case immediately dragged my memories back to that bittersweet spring filled with music and regrets. The wig was styled with soft, voluminous long blonde curls, and putting it all on felt almost surreal even to myself.
The weather gifted us with gorgeous sunshine that day. By afternoon, sunlight filtered through the tree canopies into warm, backlit golden hues. That light hit the blonde curls with a soft, fuzzy warmth, giving every strand incredible texture. To capture petals drifting across the wind, the photographer and I waited patiently for the right gusts, timing multiple rapid-fire bursts. Even though standing under the branches in a skirt while lugging a surprisingly heavy violin case was tiring, the moment the shutter clicked, every ounce of effort proved worthwhile.
Posing with the violin to emulate a performance was quite challenging. While I am not a proficient violinist, I spent days watching reference clips beforehand to repeatedly rehearse the fundamental posture of gripping the bow and resting the instrument on my shoulder. Holding the violin against my neck required a strict collar-and-shoulder alignment that grew sore over time. For the shots where I closed my eyes to simulate playing, I silently counted the rhythm in my mind, imagining myself standing under the stage lights for the performance of a lifetime.
Then there were the interactive poses—pointing a finger playfully at the lens or pressing an index finger to my lips for a gentle 'shh'. In those moments, iconic lines from the story echoed through my mind: 'Arima Kousei-kun, I like you. I'm sorry I couldn't finish the canelés you brought. I'm sorry I hit you so much. I'm sorry for being so selfish. For so, so many things... I'm sorry. And thank you.' Those lines carry so much weight yet unvarnished sincerity. Closing my eyes with the bow meant channeling her fierce concentration alongside stubborn melancholy, whereas smiling with wide-open eyes was about celebrating her vibrant, incandescent spirit.
Brushing my fingers against blossoms near my nose, or letting a petal rest softly against my cheek, were attempts to preserve these fleeting, tender fragments of spring. That final salute with the violin case slung over my back perhaps reflected her quiet defiance in the face of destiny.
This was never just about putting on a costume; it felt like experiencing the world through her eyes in this brief spring. April will always pass, but certain melodies and memories, just like the shower of petals drifting beneath the cherry blossoms, never reset to zero. Freezing this moment in time is my most cherished keepsake of this spring season.