The theme of this shoot is a fan-design look for Sunday's childhood. The copy was inspired by the line 'I hope to fly like a bird.' As a coser who deeply loves the character setting of Honkai: Star Rail, every time I cosplay characters with such a heavy sense of destiny, I have a particularly nuanced experience.
Let's first talk about the details of this stocking outfit and styling. The black thorny crown on top of my head is a prop I'm quite satisfied with; it conveys a sharp, closed, and slightly painful feeling, fitting a certain sense of imprisonment in the character's heart. Layered light blue feather decorations on both sides, combined with the short silver-gray hair, form a cold-toned tranquility in terms of color. For the clothing, I chose a white shirt with large cuffs paired with a black vest and short skirt. This classic color combination is common in many mature outfits, but to embody the 'young' setting, I specifically tweaked the pattern and tailoring to make the overall look lighter. The stockings paired with a black metal cross thigh ring add a bit of elegance and design, which is also a little highlight I really like in this fan-design match.
For the actual poses, I prepared two forms. The first is kneeling on both knees with hands clasped in prayer and eyes gently closed. At that moment, I was trying to express a pious prayer and a pure anticipation for the unknown future path. Compared to Sunday who later experienced many things, Young Sunday's heart probably didn't hold so many layers of complex calculations yet. The second photo features a single-knee kneeling pose with one hand extended forward in an invitation, palm facing up, and the other hand tucked close to the chest. Through this movement, I wanted to convey a sense of communication, like 'trying to touch something' or 'reaching out to call.' While shooting, the eyes should be as empty as possible but still focused, not appearing too hollow, carrying a hint of yearning and supplication.
The shooting environment was at a comic convention, which was actually very noisy with many passersby and other cosplayers moving around. The floor was a dark, scratched matte floor mat. Although this type of venue doesn't look impressive normally, under specific lighting and camera angles, it can actually create a very stark, slightly cool texture. Many convention-specific clutters can be seen in the background, along with figures in red shirts and yellow pants fleeting by. The photographer skillfully used a large aperture to dim and blur the chaotic background, focusing completely on me. Spotlights from the exhibition hall ceiling shone straight down, allowing for natural shadow edges to form on my neck and legs when I lowered my head, enhancing the 3D effect and emotional intensity of the photos.
Regarding the makeup, for a young setting, I felt it didn't need to be too rich or heavy; the emphasis was on transparency. The base makeup was kept as light and thin as possible. Eyeshadow used a light coffee color as a base to deepen the eye contour slightly, and the eyeliner was slightly elongated, both preserving the delicateness of anime-style eye makeup without appearing too mature. Wig trimming also required special attention to layers to make it look airy and not rigidly flat against the face.
This is the shooting concept for Sunday's fan-design childhood. Through the clothing color scheme, the thorns and feather accessories on the head, specific movements, and on-site light and shadow, I tried my best to restore a slice of life of that character struggling between order and ideals. Every photo release is a concrete expression of character understanding, and this attempt gave me a great sense of accomplishment.